Is it possible? Yes
Is it impossible? Also yes. Unless you can find proper guidance and resources. Few people are willing to help and the others who are will put a price on it. Theres no such thing as free methods. If you search you can find a lot of info. But be aware of scammers and false info. Check your opsec and learn. Dont rush. Search. Dont be afraid to ask for help but dont forget your opsec principals.